I believe in love
I believe it’s for others
But not for my heart
My life is a joke
Not one that I tell others
One fate played on me
I’ve seen my own blood
Flow from wounds I’ve created
Just to feel the pain
You can’t cut away pain
Or drink away sorrow
The problems of today
Won’t be gone tomorrow
The best you can hope
Is too merely survive
And use the small victories
To make being alive
Worthwhile
As the sky darkens
My mood chooses to follow
As tears fall like rain
Dark glasses
You can hide your pain
Beneath the smiles that you force
If you hide your eyes
I have seen death’s smile
It is cold yet inviting
And hard to ignore
First 30 to Reblog this
will be the first 30 to reblog this
and then, out of those 30
I will randomly select someone
to say
hi too
must either be following me
or not following me
must either be
alive
or dead
and have either hair
or no hair
and of course
a sense of humor
Hand in Hand
love thisSometimes we let the
Weakness surface,
Bubble up from our
Lips in unsure sighs.
Hesitant decisions
In which we receive
No riches nor reassurance—
It’s almost unfortunate,
How close to falling in
love
Weakness can be.
A Quick Resolution
If tonight
I choose to die
please don’t sit
and wonder why
simply look
and wave goodbye
as I drift
into the sky
while in truth
we both know
they’ll send me down
to live below
where I belong
Live and Learn
I wanted your love
you pretended to want mine
until I was broke
It’s the subtle nuances that hurt
I’m worthy of love
but not worthy of your love
now I understand
Visitor
You slept next to me
as we shared space but not hearts
just a little warmth
Memories of love
Are not as powerful as
The ones of heartache
But feelings of love
That flow too not just from you
Is stronger than both
Depression
You can suppress it
Convince yourself that it’s gone
But it’s always there
Hiding in your mind
A shadow that is waiting
To conquer the light
And finally end
The war for supremacy
Your mind is waging
For the future you….
